Well, it's been a week again for sure! but at least it's finally Friday. 

It's bittersweet though, I'm glad to be off work a few days but being home two days, not alone...well, you know the thoughts there.  One day, I hope, it'll be possible again.  Have my own place with my own things and my own time.  People say I need to move out, just tell Mom I'll check on her and help her, but move out on my own.  I can't though. I can't leave her there, alone. As each day passes I realize it more and more. I pray a cure is found soon and can be used immediately but my heart says no, it won't and it can't even if it was found today.

Lord, remind me to look to the hills...I need to look up because looking down is getting me nowhere but sad. Remind me of your faithfulness, goodness and compassion. Remind me when I fall, your hand is there to help me up. Remind me of your loving kindness that fails not. Remind me, Remind me Dear Lord.